Leaving the Stranger Behind

“Four days after burying John, I was crouched in a jail cell, reeking of vodka and white wine.”
Provincetown, Massachusetts | 2006 | By RICHARD S. FERRI

The Color of Change

“The first place I woke up next to a woman was in a hotel bed.”
San Jose and Santa Cruz, California | Early 1990s | By KATE EVANS

#9: Get Out There

“I never imagined I’d reveal the most unusual place I’ve had sex in front of 800 straight people.”
Panama Canal cruise | December 2004 | By RANDALL SHIRLEY

 
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Seek and You Shall Find

#1: Thank You, Mr. Hefner | By JOLENE RICE
#2: Kids in the Stall | By ANDREW COOK-FELTZ

It Don’t Matter To Me

“The night after his father’s burial, both grieving and finally free, Stevie went cruising for men. It was his first time.”
1972 to 1992 | Columbus, Ohio | By LAUREN MORGAN

Dear Andrew

“How long has it been since we felt the connection we once had and hid like it was our bastard?”
2006 | Massachusetts and Maine | By ALEX CUNNINGHAM

My Mom Made Me Gay

“After raising three rambunctious boys, my mother decided it was time to have a child who would appreciate the little things she crocheted.” | Having known her son was gay by the time he was 4, Brett’s mother raised him accordingly.
1986 to 1990 | Indiana | By BRETT KRUTZSCH

Kissing Girls in the Dark

It had been three months since his last acid trip. The throbbing sound of the party greeted them before they even got to the stairs. A chill tingled from the base of his skull through his shoulders and down his spine. Something wondrous and amazing was going to happen tonight.
January 1991 | Berkeley, California | By CHRIS WEST

Almost Beautiful

To this day, they really don’t know what happened to Uncle Joe. Why the spark died and the anger crept in. No one does. It remains unspoken forever. What happened to his mind? The conversations, the furtive whispers, were all closed, but the casket … that was wide open.
1960s | Rhode Island | By JAMES VALUE

A Real Marriage

The other night she came home and said, “Honey, I’ve had an epiphany. I don’t want to get legally married. I don’t want to be recognized by an institution that won’t recognize my friends.” As soon as she said it, it was obvious to me that she was right – again.
February to June 2000 | Berkeley, California | By MARC POLONSKY